Brain Dump- Day2

   Well, I made it through with not even a mention of alcohol last night, and I feel great! But then again, hubby has to work today and he really doesn't like to drink when he has to go to work. Understandable. Neither do I. I truly hate the nausea, the shakes, the headaches, the vision problems that you get after a night out. Gawd... if that's not enough to make ya quit, I don't know what is!! Yet, here we go...

    So last night, I didn't sleep worth shit (again). Got up to the couch about 3ish. Heard hubby's alarm at 5:30a. Glad I did... LOL! Bless his heart. At least he got breakfast and coffee this morning. I was tired, but he deserves the best of me that I can give, and if that involves making him a good breakfast before he goes off to work, then that is exactly what I will do. :D

    I made Chicken and Pineapple Kabobs on the grill last night for supper... he really loved them! I'm thinking something pork tonight... maybe. Lord knows I change my mind 47 times a day... LOL! We fertilized and watered the outside plants last night. They truly needed it too. It was so hot an dhumid yesterday! But I will gladly take it over freezing cold any day!

    Is anyone else suffering from Mercury retrograde? My computer is really acting stupid and won't let me use my new email address to log into other websites. Gah!!!

   Well, I have successfully moved what I started with "my diary" to here.  Now, to figure out  how to change my email address so none of the Indiana fucks can find me. That is my greatest fear... being found by one of those bastards. BG has already ruined my life. He kept my personal belongings from me for over two years now. And although many things have been replaced, you simply cannot replace parental and grandparent heritage. I just don't  understand that man. He was so nice until I left so I could have room t breathe.... and then he turned into Satan's own child. I now truly understand why his wife left him. She up and moved to Florida leaving all behind. Now I know why....  I think what he put me through was worse than what SH put me through. He was a thief and a liar, but BG took far more than SH ever could. SH stopped after awhile. BG continues. I even received an email a month or so ago (because he has been blocked from any and all other contact) and I was slammed for getting married! He stated, and I quote: "Congratulations, I guess...And relative to your current status I will say this. And I’m sorry if it seems hateful or anything, it’s just a thought based on everything that I have now seen that came before me and that which has come after me. It seems your preference is bad boys and all , and that are preferably bald, and have lovely nicknames....   I’ll predict that this will ultimately come to the same end as all the rest. Speaking of bald, I have not cut my hair since you left me hanging again a year ago." Who the fuck cares if he cut his hair? I'll bet he looks really special being 62 years old with shaggy ass hair and bald on top. Ewww... Please Lord, help me not to hate..... but I do. 
   And even if he WAS bald (far from it), my husband would be the greatest blessing in my life. <3