Is REALLY messing with me!!!
Remember how in the last post (or somewhere in there I said I couldn't sleep)? Well, I took a nap. A short lived, much needed nap. I woke up after one of the most horrid dreams a person could have.
Three of my daughters (two pregnant) and myself ended up at an "after hours" restaurant with my ex, BG. He was visiting with the "head honcho" and smoking cigars. Another man came in and started messing with my daughter who wasn't pregnant, and she, being her sassy self, started back at him, hurling sarcastic comments. He grabbed her sexually, and my older daughter, AL (who is NOT pregnant in real life), jumped up to protect her sister, and ended up being caught in the middle. This man ended up grabbing her and choking her until she fell to the ground, with mascara running down her face from the tears. Sarcastic daughter bent to help her sister, and I rushed over to her and yelled at him to leave her alone "can't you see she's pregnant?". The youngest daughter, AR (who IS pregnant in real life is sitting at the table scared and crying). I called to my ex, who was in another room off this "dining area" looked as if he was high and I asked him to take us home, to which he replied, "Nope.". So I asked for the keys to get the girls out of there and he looked at me with a god awful smirk on his face and said, "Sorry, can't do that."
I woke up immediately. Thank God.
Why am I in fear that he would actually allow something like t his to happen to my daughters and myself these days? Because that is how evil he has become.
I think I may have had a heart attack... maybe a stroke.... possibly both.
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